This passage from James 4 has been on my mind since we studied James 4 in SSG a couple of weeks ago.
Boasting About Tomorrow
13 Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” 14 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15 Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.” 16 As it is, you boast in your arrogant schemes. All such boasting is evil. 17 If anyone, then, knows the good they ought to do and doesn’t do it, it is sin for them.
I’ve been thinking about the future a lot lately. I guess the big three-oh approaching has made me more introspective, even more introspective than I already am (which is probably already too much). Some of my closest friends are turning 30 in the next few months. For me, fortunately, it’s later on in the year– I still have almost three fourths of a year before I turn 30. I had a bunch of goals set up which I wanted to complete before that fateful day comes, and although some of them are probably now out of reach, a lot of them are still doable in the 9 months I have left.
Now I’m realizing that a lot of those goals aren’t all that important, or even really worth achieving. While not ignoble per se, I could see how they could fall into the category of arrogant schemes, especially some of the financial goals I had. And they could easily lead to boasting– it’s really easy to start boasting about how much money you’ve saved up, or how much money you’ve made in stocks. So I guess I shouldn’t focus too much on these goals, and not worry too much if I don’t achieve them.
Missionary work is kind of along the lines of something I know I ought to do. I actually sort of planned out my life to be able to do it in the future. My basic plan was to try to retire at the ripe old age of 50 and spend the rest of my life overseas as a missionary. The passage made me realize that I should have a shorter term horizon on these sorts of things, because it’s true, we really don’t know what will happen tomorrow.
The last thing I came to realize from this passage is to be more mindful of praying. I tend to just plan out a basic framework for things and just go and do them. It’s like that when I travel, I have a make up a list of things that I want to do, then hit the ground and start doing them. My life is sort of like that too, I set up a list of things that I want to do and just start doing them, without much reflection beforehand. There’s no real thought of, “If it’s the Lord’s will…” So I guess that is where the prayer should come in for me.